When Body, Womb, and Soul Speaks…

This pregnancy is shifting so many things within me. Being asked to go deep within and really be honest with myself at what in my life doesn’t serve me, or keep me in the highest. There are a few things, energetic patterns even that are coming up quite often and I keep trying to shove them down to be more “logical” about life. Because money matters…do I really enjoy doing the thing… conflicted with it. But having to confront it. What I spend my time doing. My mind suffers from the constant thought. Anxiety comes up. Constantly. A desire of “I don’t want to” “I’d rather be doing this instead” but this is what’s easy right now…. So I stay… and so the cycle continues, the pattern continues… and I try to rearrange my mind in order for it to fit. But now, my body is telling me otherwise. Body is asking for more slow, more nurture, more time to just be. No set schedules, less commitments… maybe even… no clients…? It’s hard to swallow even that statement. But what is my service? I feel like where I’m at mentally and emotionally, it’s for myself that I need to service. With the time and resources I currently have. And makes this super hard to deal with. Baby wants more. Soul wants more. To step even higher into my greatest calling as a Mother, an Artist, a Creator, a Guide… and sometimes that’s to step back, pause, and realign. So that that something greater can come true. Come alive. To activate. These decisions aren’t always easy to make. Add in the unpredictability and mystery of a wild pregnancy with no scans, tests, or prenatal care to the mix..  the ultimate growth and transformation is underway. And I’m here for the ride. However it may be. Tapping in even deeper to the frequencies underneath my skin, becoming more in tune with my body and womb than I ever have before. A whole other level of deeply trusting and having faith. Spiritually growing, maturing, and becoming. Let’s see where it takes me…

In Devotion,

Bria